I haven’t been to the gym in three weeks. It started off by skipping a few days because i was on holidays, then I got flu and now i just can’t find the motivation to get off my ass and go. And to make things worse I’m eating EVERYTHING in sight and I think i can actually feel the fat clinging to my body.
Ok so its July 1st and i have been neglecting tumblr for a while mainly because (a) I’ve been so busy with work and but mostly (b) I have just read the entire Fifty Shades of Grey Trilogy in the last week which has resulted in me daydreaming A LOT!
So This in turn has resulted in me dreaming about Michael Fassbender because in my dreams Fassy is Christian Grey and I am Anastasia Steele minus the whole Oh my, inner goddess crap, and more the flirty emails and f**king me at every possible moment. So i have basically spent my weekend staring at Fassbender on tumblr and I’m pretty sure that how the rest of my Sunday is going to go also ;)
and I basically ate whatever I wanted (mostly because it was shark week) but today was supposed to be the start of an intensive 8 week fitness and healthy eating plan because in just over eight weeks time I go on holidays. It started off so well, I ate oatmeal and a cup of tea for breakfast, and I brought my lunch with me to work (apple for snack, tuna sandwich and yogurt for lunch). The apple i brought with me was bad, so i ended up eating a small bar of chocolate for morning snack, then at lunch someone in the office also brought in some chocolate for everyone, AND then in the afternoon a girl in my office went out and brought us all ice creams.
And now all i want to do is curl up into the fetal position and cry. :(
and i’ve pretty much reached my chocolate quota for the whole week already and i really really can’t have any but i want some sooo bad.
Instead of doing my usual 10k run yesterday, I decided I would break in my new bike. I only went on a short spin on it, maybe 2 or 3 miles, nothing much really but oh my god does my butt hurt this morning. Note to self: buy cycling shorts even if it does look like I’m wearing a diaper. I’m seriously considering of asking a doctor to amputate my butt!
Just made a page dedicated to my favorite fitblrs and blogs from tumblr. Check it out here
I just spent all day on trying to organize my blog. Please check it out. Hope you guys like it. Feel free to promo it (please).
OK, its the first day of a new year. I had a pretty rough 2011 but this year i’m putting all that behind me and starting fresh. That includes my blog. Im going to spend the next few weeks deleting all the self destructive, negative pictures and those with girls that are just too skinny from my blog. Im also getting rid of all those posts from my dashboard by no longer following self destructive blogs with an unhealthy attitude to weightloss. From here on out its positive thinking and a healthy diet and lifestyle. If anyone has any suggestions of fitspo or pro weightloss blogs that are worth following, please pass them on to me, I would love to follow.
So on day 1 of 2012 my starting weight is 160 pounds. I dont really have an UGW in mind. I just want to be happy and feel healthy. I do have some goals that I would love to complete such as run a marathon, complete a triathlon, etc.
